After the usual bedtime routine, I again put Kasen down drowsy but awake at around 9pm. I walked away from the crib and left the door slightly ajar. I could hear him fight a little, fussing for maybe 5 or 10 minutes, then silence. I was cleaning all of his baby ware when this happened, and my husband suggested I go check on him. Ugh. How I regretted it. How we BOTH regretted it. Kasen was on the verge of falling asleep. He was sleeping on his right side, his favorite sleeping position hands down. In the dark, I could see him lift his head ever so slightly. He then proceeded to bawl for 20 minutes after seeing me. Then silence again. He fell asleep!
He awoke again at 1:30am, and I let him fuss for about a half hour until I realized that he wasn't just awake for no reason. I fed him 3 oz, then put him back in his crib sleepy but awake, and because I was so tired I'm not sure how long he fussed for before he fell back asleep. All I knew was that at 5:45am this morning, Kasen was up and ready to start the day.
One day at a time. I hope it only gets better from here.
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